How do you know when it is time to reevaluate and change your career goals? What does that involve? Could it not be so simple as a lightning strike or a fortune cookie message to make it clear and obvious? Does it have to involve 2am soul searching (almost every flipping night???) until you finally break.
I have no answers. I just know that I wanted something, and now it threatens to overtake me, to run me into the ground with no energy or life left in me. The difficult part is that I know it is temporary. But temporary could mean for the next 3 months or more. Is it worth it? What I do know is that my health is important. My family is important. I cannot give everything I have to a job that right now gives nothing back. Something's gotta give, and I do not wish it to be me.
Drama Drama Drama I know! But it's 4:30am, I've been up and thinking about work since 2am. I have a 17 hr day in two cities ahead of me, and I just think it is time to reevaluate my life. If I could win the lottery that would be helpful...(just throwing that out there to the gods of wealth!)
On the plus side - Little Miss is on the mend. The antibiotics she got helped and she now only has a cough now and then. And every two minutes tells us "I have a boger" (not a booger, but a boger). hehehe
Of course DH and I got it. He's got no voice, but a sporadic squeak - a masculine one of course. ;) I have bronchitis. Yup. I am sure the added stress of late has significantly contributed to my getting sick twice in five weeks.